I'm not good at keeping up friendships. I care about people, like talking to them, but sometimes I just fall out of it and find it hard to start talking to people. I could go a day or so with no direct contact to most people. not because I don't like them or anything, I'm just kind of a solitary guy. But I just feel a bit bad for not keeping in contact with some people enough. I dunno, just a personal thing.