I just want her to help me
30 comments
abcdceese[OP]
04.02.2019 23:38
LinkWhy can't my mom help me? She's said she knows I'm depressed, she probably knows I'm trans.
She's too scared. My cousin was taken away from her mom at a young age because she said she didn't feel safe. My mom is more worried about what will happen to me than I am at this point. They can drug me up and keep my in some sort of loony bin, anything but just sitting here doing nothing about. I've TOLD her I want to talk to a therapist. She wont LET me.
She's doing more harm than help.
ArtyWolf20561
04.02.2019 23:40
Link:(
ArtyWolf20561
04.02.2019 23:40
LinkI wish i could help you..
VanessaT223
04.02.2019 23:40
LinkTrust me I’ve told tons of people I love and trust that I’m depressed 3 years later nothing change I’m still walking around with depression with no one to help me
kumyra
04.02.2019 23:42
Linkso many depressed people ):
abcdceese[OP]
04.02.2019 23:47
LinkVanessa,I can't focus on what I want to say right now (I've given myself a headache) but in short, never stop trying and make sure what you're dealing with is actual diagnosable depression.
VanessaT223
04.02.2019 23:50
LinkIt is
Yes I am. I don't want to be but within the last few years or maybe longer, I've always wanted to have short hair and be friends with my brother's friends instead of the other girls and wear boyish clothes etc.
But I really don't want to be labeled as so (I've become transphobic of myself?) It's just weird.
:(
Oh no..
Maybe she’ll understand soon..?
...
I’m sorry..I’m not sure how to help.
I´m not good at family problems cuz my family is nothing but anarchy but you should get a serious moment with her and talk to her about how she is doing more harm than help.Give her good reasons why you need a therapist.Tell her that you need help before it´s too late
Well I think she might be in denial like in the 5 stages of grief or something
why is your mom so cold,my mom don't really babyish me,but she did just a litle
She isn't' really? She does a lot for me and my family (cooking, leaning, teaching my little brother, driving my siblings around to work/collage, etc.) She's good about those thing, she's nice most of the time and cares about me and my siblings. I think she's just worried I'll be taken away like my cousin was if I talk to a therapist, or they'll put me on drugs that make thing worse.
I think I get it. I've been going through comments and stuff and I think I understand. you feel like you have to be male to enjoy all these things. Look, if you want short hair go ahead. want boyfriends(you know what I mean) go ahead. And you can wear whatever you want. I honestly think girl clothes are really stupid these days(usually really skanky too). But you don't have to be a boy to get all these things. just be you. Trust me it doesn't matter what gender you are, I have a lot of boy clothes, mostly hand me downs from my brothers or my mum's friends kids? for some reason? I have wanted short hair for a while now(mum won't let me the rat) And I do hang out with boys a lot. I don't have to be male for that, and neither do you.
someone who feel worthless will accecorize himself so that he feel worthful,but actually if you feel your self worthful then you don't need to, because your the expensive thing
if you ever need to yell with another depressed trans dude HMU i am dying and we are in the same boat