that's the reason we're not together, really. She liked someone else, is all. Oh no, wait, right. It was my fault either way. But, you know its fine. I loved her, I did, but its not like we're together, so it doesn't matter. My existence doesn't really matter to her, im just being stupid. No wonder she didn't like me. No wonder my friends treat me like im just a play toy. I mean, its not like anyone that's not my mom REALLY loved me. But its fine, im used to it. I'm just being an idiot, like she said.