i like...mah bb crow ;w;

i dunnoooo but i also like someone else.. im poly, so i can date 2 or 3 ;-;

i like crow and XxspacexX ~w~

nOh. well, she does like me-

:D

:0 whoo~

awww

uwu

:D

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

i think i might ask crow to be mine >~^

unless..cuz i think she likes someone else...i they are @KatyKAT or QC (queen cheetah)

noh she doesnt ;-;

i'll just ask her today..im prepared for rejection :p

you'll see KatyKAT basically ask her to date her ;-; so i dunno..

but i like crow.. and they said they liked me but im not sureee

i did it ~\\\\\\\\\\\\\\~

he doesnt like me. he wants me to be in a 3 way relationship with him and Katy..Now i feel like a dumbass..I knew no one actually liked me

He said that we could do a three way relationship..He does love me but idk.. :/

I said i did but what if Katy doesnt want too..Crow said he liked me anyway..So if i do get heartbroken, i have the other 7 people who liked the post 😂

im on for a bit, can you ask Katy if her and Crow are dating..? and if crow and i are..Or all of us?? It would mean alot..

Thank you ^^

Okay thanks! She followed me so i think we are..?? im not sure :p

Actually..You know how i said my parents were fighting..? I tried to help my mom and now i have a bruise from my dad..I didnt know whether or not to tell you or not..I didnt just wanna hold it in..

Its fine i guess..

I just put ice on it..

I cant. Hes my dad. Why would i call the police on my father?? It would end up being my fault and my siblings would hate me more.

Im fine now. Okay? Dont worry..

Ik that..And i appreciate you for that

*Huggo back*

Im not sure..

Yep if that doesnt work out..Plus some of the people who liked that told me they liked me i already liked uwu

Awww thats cutee I wont hate you for that!

Its finee and thanks youu

Lytnh ^w^

:} mother

*Hugs back* So do i, now im very anxious because Crow is back and i dont wanna die because of embarrassment

eeee

idk..i dont want to ask if we are a thing because i dont wanna seem weird..

;-;

my life will be 10x happier bc my nephew is coming over :D hes only 3 uvu

oh- i wanna show you mah face but im scared-

no your probably prettier than me ;-;

no-

Dont show Crow or Katy this. I will be hurt if you do.

You dont have to read all of it..I just want someone i trust to know.. I do trust Crow but i'm to ashamed in myself to tell him.

I feel horrible. I dont know why i got so mad..

But i think Crows..mad at me now..

I dont know..

Ok..

Thanks

*Hugs back* Im just gonna drown in self-hatred-

;w; i guess im happier now ??

yeeee

eeeeee

idk XD

suree

No..She just needed a break.

(crow is back)

I'll talk to her when she comes back. Alright? I have your back mom.

He said that we were only trying to defend him..So its fine..And your very welcome..Anytime im here when you need me..Ok?

Look. Ebby. We may **** things up..Thats alright. But i dont ever wanna hear you call yourself a *****. Thats what you aren't. You are an amazing friend and i care to much about you for you to say that about yourself. Forest might not be the one. But you do deserve to know what its like to be truly loved. I dont want you to be sad because she isn't treating you like how your supposed to be treated. Your probably to awesome for her

You dont mess things up. Your not a *****. I dont like it when you get sad..Because when your sad im sad. Just let her take her time until she gets back..

I lost my grandmother a few weeks before my birthday..So. I understand your pain..

its fine *Hugs back* Just dont say that about yourself

Please. Dont say that stuff..

No it isn't. All i know. Is that your an amazing mother and a even better friend.

YES YOU ARE YOU ARE A GOOD FRIEND!! Stop saying that!! Your awesome!! To much people care for you and you say that...If you aren't a good friend you wouldn't have all the people following you

Why!!?? i-is it my fault.....?

what happened..?

Yes it does. its funny how i try to help.

Im just gonna go. Im sorry for whatever i did or caused.

Then tell me. What is wrong.

What did they do

Who???

Hm.

Floof is Jealous of me and Crow.

She felt left out. I tried helping her before ALL this. But she closed me out. Its not Crows fault, its mine. I know this.

Crow is gone, Floof is gone. What next. She said jealousy kills, and She commented on his post a bit upset after he made the art for me.

eeeeee- Im a friend of floofs, but she just got so pissed at me...

...thats true

*Huggo*

crows revealing his crushes- oh no *jealousy mode activated*

theres alot- god damn it. i want him to myself..;-;

im getting ANXIOUS

but he has other CRUSHES.

and theres alot...

i dont either..thats why im anxious..a-and nervous..and jealous..what if they like him back?? I've HAD a crush on Floofs, and a little crush still on Slayer but..the other ones..

I know, Im not mad..Its just alot to deal with ;w;

hnnng-

;-; i feel bad cus he thinks i hate him

eee

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i hate being overprotective and jealous ;-; im overprotective over you, mah child, and mah baby.. and i get jealous over mah baby..

and! when do you want the wedding to be?

uhm-

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

its milk uwu

totally-

ok- there is to much drama, and crow likes like, 4 more people so i might take another mini break if the drama doesn't stop

eh- nothing new :^

i know...Thanks..

oK im getting a little mad at Floofs. She likes Crow and ik its not that serious but i can't exactly control my jealousy. And when she made a post asking who would date her Crow responded with i would. But of course she deleted the comment.

I know. But he really hasn't talked to me much today..So i dunno.

Im not saying im giving up on him. I do love him.

And i dont wanna assume. So im just gonna let it be..? Ig

its fine, not that serious :/

uhm. So. I have another crush -w- but. only 2 ik iTs aLoT but i dont wanna tell Crow cuz i dont wanna hurt him- and i've just been crying all night thinking about it-

and he asked me last night, If he's ever made me sad/upset/ or bad. I told him, He made me feel sad ;-;

hnng- okay so i like one of his crushes..xXSlayerXx but the second one im not sure-

i'm poly yes, but i dont wanna hurt him because thats all his past relationships did..I called him last night it was great

the second one is Suspicious-Stew -w-

oOoOo~ whoo~

teteteeteheheheeheheh

yesh i doo

:000 awwwwwwwwwwwwwww

aww cutee

uHm you dont have to- but yesh-

i can't use that link ;-; its blocked on me computer

i dunno ;-; is okie doh

**** him. Hes just an asshole he doesn't have the right to tell you or judge you for who you like.

Good! and **** the both of them.

what did she say??-

Uhm...Okay so i gotta talk to chu ;-;

Nevermind its fine. Its just about Dee and her hater Luna.

eee-

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD what did chu say about that??

aWWW

Uhm so im just gonna say this real quick

I dont really mind if you get upset with me, But i have a strong Hatred for Queen-Cheetah -w-

well. She complains alot and each time shes in a relationship she ends it in less than 3 days. in my opinion

:p

Im so sad rn..He left for a while and i just can't cope with it..Ik its for his health and im fine with that i want him to be healthy

Whats wrong..?

My dad is a bad person too. I don't let him take control over my life and you shouldn't either. I don't want you to hurt yourself because of what he says.

its fine thats why im here. I understand how you feel my dad hates me because im one, black and two, bisexual.

I hate her too. She just- I cant.

Uhm- also can we not tell crow about what happen? I dont want him to worry...Or get mad at me and luna. He would get mad at me for releasing my anger then at her for talkin shit -w-

You're dad didn't just put his hands on you did he..? He did other than that. Why don't you tell your mom?? Why don't you tell your sister and have her contact the police??

You should tell the police also. He could hurt you to the point where you go unconscious

He wont if you do tell him though. The police would keep him in for a LONG time. Believe me ik.

Is there anything else you wanna talk about?

Ih yeah about my day..Well it was terrible he kept messing with me and when i was in dance class (he is too) he grabbed my ass. Then punched my arm as if i did something wrong. His friend saw it and he walked up to me getting close. My teacher wasn't in the gym at the time and we were in groups so not many people saw it. I have another bruise now not as bad but bad. Then in the locker room his friend thats a girl came up to me and took my shirt so i had to pay for a new dance shirt. My locker is next to hers in a corner and she took it and put it in the toilet stall we have. My day was terrible, My mom yelled at me for her having to buy a new one. The shit from yesterday..And then me having to hide it from Crow..

Yep...just scared to tell someone :/

you're the only one who knows tbh, im to scared to tell the teacher

and i think crow likes Queen cheetah because he's just been commenting on her posts, ignoring me also ;-; itsfinethoughidontmind

You dont have too, hes probably busy..Its fine

oh god- i dont want to leave you guys- even if its for a day..

it is fine! Okay??? i dont want to be hurt either. my project is due next week and i only have the weekend to do it..

im just...stressed out..the shit i deal with at school, my grades..and Crow..

if he does like QC i dont care. I've been heartbroken before..Just dont get TOO mad at him..Okay?

...okay..

Yeah what happened?

I wouldn't accept it, but you can :p shes just a lair that i won't trust.

And the reason i didn't go to school was because i was kinda scared to go, and because since i started my period, i was crying non stop ;-; i hate hormones-

Shes just really rude. And i started to think about Crow because his uncle died a few days ago and i just felt bad ;-;

Yeah..He said he might not be able to attend the funeral on Tuesday..

Mhm..i told him that its gonna be alright i tried to help..He was just so sad

Well..Aren't you poly?

Then its fine if you're poly you can date at least 2 people :33

wait- she got a gf..

I love you as a friend dont say that!! But i understand..

Its not true! You mean alot to me..

...ilytnh

if he is my brother it will be weird- cuzikinda like him? ig heehnehenhnhhhnhn

yesh- ik awkward but yes

it would be weird- just wowie

Whats wrong??!!

I mean I understand why you're upset, but that doesn't make it better..Shes going through things possibly and just has no one to talk to and can't express her feelings so well. I'm upset also but I mean, I understand why she does. its...Relaxing almost To some people at least. Probably to her its just because of pain and sadness thats happened in her life. Same for me, People start cutting due to sadness and pain/ trauma in their lives.

Yeah. And i almost died because of suicide..it somewhat runs in my family. We end up being insecure about ourselves, gain depression, get bullied...Then just..end it all..

Actually a few years ago i could've died from depression until my mom got me in consoling..It doesn't help at all..I understand you're worried. But we are going through different things in life and sometimes don't wanna deal with it again

:p its alright

I made Charles upset..

I'm just a terrible girlfriend. He found my vent account. And now he's saying he hurt me..and i don't deserve him..i'm actually crying right now because i don't wanna loose him...i love him to much..and he's just upset..he said he might leave..it's my fault he feels empty. Thats why i'm better off single..

here. Read this.

i ****ed it all up..

Yes i did. He didn't like the fact i lied to him about hurting me...

Thats why i use my blade..He got so ****ing mad..And i didn't know what to do..i made it worse..

he's gonna do it. I know it..

he's gonna break up with me..i know it...

i'm sorry you have to deal with this..with me..

I don't wanna hurt him for being so over dramatic..I love him too..

you're so amazing Ebby i sowwy i poured out my emotions on chu ;w;

Don't cry ebby..That'll make me cry more..I'm sorry...

yeaahhhh i feel bad now *Huggo*

;-;

eeeeee wanna rp?

whats wrong?

didyoufindmyventacc-

Whats wrong?

How is it your fault..?

Don't blame yourself. You probably just weren't in the mood.

Seee you are emotional and moody -w- My siblings are like her, Thinking they can grow up quickly but they can't live on their own like you said

Just try to ignore it

Exactly, See we go through things somewhat the same

When my brothers fought, i tried not to get involved, and just sat in my room continuing what i was doing

when my brothers fought my mom* So, don't stress over it..Alright?

I know..

just do not get involved. That only makes it worse.

okay??

Don't. It'll make the both of them angry. Then you'll feel even worse.

Yep.

just ignore it.

i gotta go to bed- *ignoresthefactyouaskedaboutmyventacc* nighty night

yw momther-

;-;

do i havee to?

Charles already knows, So does Sketchy- https://flipanim.com/profile?name=Sad-Potat

;-; gUd BAi now-

ilynh and i hope you feel better

i- ...

nope- not at all actually check Charles new anim

i know i saw

thats fine tho..I'm just worried about me and Crow

I knew it. I knew he would break my heart..I just have no words..

I knew it. All my time..

That's why i'm better off alone.

like..Why though?? Am i not enough...

It's fine..No big deal..

I'll just look back at our memories..When i thought someone ACTUALLY loved me. I gotta go get some water..

It's funny..I knew he would..I just felt that he would..Now i'm ****ing crying..i loved him so so much..

Apparently i am not. He wanted Sketchy, and i knew that..just why before his birthday when i planned him something..?

I do!!! He was everything to me!!

I can't. I have a ****ing headache.. My brothers are asking whats wrong with me..There's to ****ing much going on.

I just gotta fake it now. Axt like everything is a-okay!! When it isn't!!

Act*

Sure..I wanna tell Imi but i don't know..

Okay..

Thats fine..

If you'd like, it doesn't matter

i actually can't anymore- my moms home sorry

but I dont wanna move on from Crow even though he wants me too...yet i also don't know if the guy i said i liked likes me back..

@jaidenanimationsfan but like i said i dunno if he likes me..

and i don't wanna embarrass myself.

no- he was kidding

yep- i might go to bed soon, i'm in to much pain..my arms and head

Thank you..And i mean like..don't know how to say this easily..but.

Yeah..On my vent acc, i had said i found my blade? after my mom took it after finding out i cut...I don't know if you saw it or not..

i'm already in counselling, so i've been told to stop many times..

There is to much shit going on in my life Ebby. I've gone through to much. I'm sorry, but it's addictive.

He isn't the reason why..just everything..

I understand you're always here Ebby..

Thanks..

*Huggo* i'm gonna go to bed now, might be back on later if you're awake then

Gn

Uhm...I'm back..My mom said the doctors called with the results..

i forgot what she said i might have, but they said it is possibly anemia

She said the doctors think its something with a "S" but i forgot what it was called...also..i have another "crush"

yepo bUt her user is @CryBaby666666 -\\- i've liked her for a while, i know for sure she likes me, she said she would date me when i vc with her. I'm just worried cuz...She hasn't been on for 2 weeks /n\

i'm feeling better somewhat- i just don't know what to do. Cuz i like her and deh boi.. hfhgwghihg

I think he low-key hates me- ;w;

you not oogly- you be bootiful so shore :3