Basically if I want to say least as possible About today, my friend alexis has done a lot of jokes or been a ***** when it comes to my personal life Today Is the last straw of this toxic af friendship So I swear, a lot. I'm an open sailor, I swear. She knows this But At lunch today. . .

At lunch I was swearing and my other friend was too,

So my other friends where telling us kindly to stop, I respected that so I kinda toned it down. Ava (other friend) said 1 swear word I said like 17 in 5 minutes But alexis punch ava in the arm really hard, and said, "stop it!" Her reason for that was "Stop swearing, it's not okay. If you swear I'll hit you." And then I told her "But I swear all the time, even around you."

Then she (alexis) said, "yeah I'm waiting until you've swore so much that I can beat you senseless."

Then I told her, "Yeah right, if you do that I'll punch you in the face straight fkn up." Then alexis said, "If you do that I'll never EVER speak to you again."

And the she got up and said, "Bye, I'm leaving. I dont feel welcomed here."

This reminded me when she laughed at me when I told her something really personal in my life, and when she said something over text when she knew about my personal life before hand then tried to play victim (I have screenshots of the whole conversation.)

So I got up and went outside to talk to her in a civil, calm matter about how I felt. I just wanted to explain to her how I felt.

Heres what bent me up

Me : hey, I really need to talk abo- Alexis : If its about the cursing then no, go. Me : no no, it's not I promise, but its personal. Alexis : *annoyed* Fine. *walks to an open area alone*

Me : Okay remember May 14th? This year? Alexis : *impatient* No. Me : uhhh that whole text conversation where you really offended me and tried to text me in a different language? Alexis: yeah Me : and how-- Alexis : Yeah?? Me : and how you laughed at me abou- Alexis : yeah anddd?? Me : I just wanted to talk to you abo- Alexis : OH MY GOD THAT WAS SO LONG AGO!! GET OVER IT!! ITS NOT A BIG DEAL!! Me : but it reall- Alexis : STOP COMPLAINING! THAT WAS SO LONG AGO!! GET OVER YOURSELF! Me : can you sto- Alexis : *starts walking away* GET OVER IT! Me : JUST LET ME EXPLAI- Aleixs: IT WAS SO LONG AGO! IT WAS LIKEE 1 YEAR AGO!! (it had only been 5 months since it happened but it really affected me) Me : fine. Whatever. . Just dont talk to me for awhile. Alexis : *starts yelling at me but I couldn't understand what she was saying* (We start yelling but we where too far apart to hear what we were saying) Me : SHUT. THE. ****. UP.

And that's the last straw, shes always been really toxic, and I feel stupid for not noticing sooner. I had actually had it pointed it out by other people that she was a toxic friend, (Because i told them hows shes offended me for very personal reasons and never felt bad for making fun of it.)

When I would try to explain something she would constantly ignore me or interrupt me.

I thought she was a good friend, but I've come to realize the truth. Shes a toxic *****.

Or is it just me? I still an questioning whether I'm in the wrong. . People tell me im in the right. But I still feel like in not??

Idk

I'm going to try to cut her off. Shes never made me feel good about myself. I hate it. I hate her, but I dont know if I'm toxic, I feel like I'm the toxic one, I don't know why.

Am I the toxic friend?

Oh okay:)

Yeah I dont wanna I'd get kicked out of my english class and suspended

If I fight back