I’m so ****ing tired all the time and it sucks so ****ing badly I just wish I could have the energy to be ****ing productive with my life but that energy isn’t there i wish I knew what the afterlife was like. if it’s something enjoyable. if it’s something I would be okay with. if there is actually a heaven or hell. if that is true then I’m going to hell for sure. if only I knew. if only I knew.