Everytime im with you it makes me happy Even if i act like i hate you u never make me hate you its hard to make me hate you and its hurts so ****ing much How much i love you it hurts me the most how much i cry about you every night I accept the fact im on my own even if i wish u were with me. But life doesnt work that way i need to accept everything even i dont want too i will support every choice you make because if i cant be happy i want you too be happy when your happy im happy atleast i wished i knew better and know how to love. Every relationship i was in was abusive so its hard to love its hard Damn well its so hard i just wanna feel love