maybe its mental illness innit
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Subtle-Anxiety 
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22.01.2020
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Subtle-Anxiety[OP]
22.01.2020 14:50
LinkI hate my brain so so so so so much
my english class is so easy
I know that
I could manage to do some of the work in that class
I know that
but I just??? shut down in that class
I cant manage to focus on the work or read it my brain just stops working when i try to focus on the work rather than anything else and I dont know why I cant do anythign about even if I didnt have my phone that wouldnt help, cause I cannot get my brain to process the work
idk if its cause its at the end of the day and my meds are wearing off or Im just tired or what but I just cant do th8ngs in that class
Subtle-Anxiety[OP]
22.01.2020 14:52
Linkthe work specifically just doesnt get processed. I tryto read the book and my brain decides to be momentarily illiterate I dont ****in get it I hate it and everyone th8nks Im just choos8ng not to do the work and I dont think Im really choos8ng that Im not trying to be lazy I feel like shit because of it
Subtle-Anxiety[OP]
22.01.2020 14:54
Linkeveryone always just thinks Im being lazy or making excuses whenever I have issues processing stuff or they think Im being rude and I hate it cause I dont know how to explain that th3se are seriously symptoms of what they know I have been diagnosed with cause when i try to tell them that they say Im using it as an excuse and I hate it I hate it I wish I had a normal brain just so I wouldnt have to struggle and get yelled at for stuff I cant help