Please help me.
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Infimoose[OP]
06.07.2020 17:00
LinkJust let me type.
Infimoose[OP]
06.07.2020 17:05
LinkOk. So I'll just start now.
I'm a stupid 13 year old who can't get over or control my feelings about someone. I want to, but I don't. One part of me wants to just go, it's over, but one part of me still loves that person. My parents are arguing bc my Dad was watching pron. I have really bad trust issues cuz of some stuff. I just feel like nobody cares about me. I tried being nice when people even hinted at not being ok. I just feel like I'm gonna die alone. I'm sad, lonely and nobody cares. If anybody read all of this, thank you.
Infimoose[OP]
06.07.2020 17:09
LinkWho liked this. It dosen't make me feel good bc people like me feeling bad
Infimoose[OP]
06.07.2020 17:11
LinkDoes anyone care
Infimoose[OP]
06.07.2020 17:11
LinkPlease.
nini-animates
06.07.2020 17:12
Linkdude plz dont feel that way over her it makes her feel guilty and she told u not to say anything and plz ur not gonna die alone there is always gonna be someone there but just not at the time u might feel like u wanna die and life doesnt matter but when you think of it it means everything in the world so dont feel that way you will find someone sooner or later just wait this stuff takes time and who cares if ur dad was watching porn its not like it was you watching it so ur fine ur not gonna be in trouble its fine just breathe and dont get depressed there is no reason to be because think of it if u spend ur whole life moping around you are never gonna see the pleasant things in life and you want to stay a kid for now leave suffer at the bacl of ur mind
nini-animates
06.07.2020 17:16
Linkback*
Infimoose[OP]
06.07.2020 17:19
Link1: It's not her fault. It's mine. I can't control my feelings. Sorry.
2: Yea ik I said I wouldn't talk about it. I hate myself for talking about it. Sorry.
3: Yea ik I wasn't watching it. Still, I feel like something's gonna happen between my Mom and Dad, and I don' want that to happen.
4: Please. I didn't tell you to stop moping around when your bunny was brought away. I tried to make you feel better. You saying this dosen't help.
5: I'm fricking 13. What do you mean by if I want to stay a kid. I'm not feeling good.
6: Ik you're trying to make me feel good. It would if you didn't put in the last part.
7: Also the stuff you said to carrot sticks definitely dosen't help.
nini-animates
06.07.2020 17:26
Link1. its not ur fault either
2. dont be sorry
3/ oof just dont worry just be by their side and help them cope
4.i tried to make things better and dont bring things from the past i just want you to keep ur chin up
5. try and talk to someone to feel better
6.oof
7. it was rp and you were stalking my convos srry ik that doesnt make it better
nini-animates
06.07.2020 17:28
Link8. if u need someone to talk to then id be happy to
Infimoose[OP]
06.07.2020 17:38
LinkAlso sorry if I made her feel bad. I just... I hate myself rn. I can't control my feelings. That's not your fault.
nini-animates
06.07.2020 17:39
Linkits fine its fine she always forgives
Infimoose[OP]
06.07.2020 17:44
Link1: K thx.
2: Why, I made you feel guilty.
3: Idk how I could do that. If my parents find out I heard them saying that, I probably would get into trouble.
4: Yea ik, but I feel like I tried to help you, but you told me just to get happier.
5: Who could I talk to?
6: :/
7: I seen you saying something pretty strange, when we were like... Yea.
8: Thx. I just feel like idk if I want to, cuz I just don't want people just to say oof and forget about it. But thx.
Infimoose[OP]
06.07.2020 17:45
LinkThx. I just feel like a mess. Worse than last night.
Infimoose[OP]
06.07.2020 17:48
LinkSometimes I just get paranoid about these stuff, like that rp, I didn't know what to do cuz I was never in any position like that, you were the first.
nini-animates
06.07.2020 17:51
Linki feel terrible now
Infimoose[OP]
06.07.2020 17:53
LinkNo please don't. You don't need to. It's my fault. I didn't know. I'm sorry.
Infimoose[OP]
06.07.2020 17:57
LinkYou shouldn't feel that way. I just legitemitly didn't know if what you did meant anything. I just can't control my feelings, and I hate that. That's a problem with me.
Infimoose[OP]
06.07.2020 17:58
LinkAlso sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable with the rp thing. I'm sorry.
nini-animates
06.07.2020 18:14
Linkk
Infimoose[OP]
06.07.2020 18:14
LinkJust... Sorry.
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WHAT THE ****
I hate teachers when they rip my drawings
Or if they tell me to put it in my bookbag, cuz that wrinkles it
Like, have the teachers heard of putting something in your desk
My grade 3 teacher
She did "cubby checks"
Which was a chance for her to just insult us at how dirty our cubbys were
Ik. One time a kid ran away from school, so he kept getting n trouble cuz he was playing fortnite instead of doing homework. Tbh he probably should've got punished for playing fortnite in 2020. But anyway one day he was like, nah. So he went while we were going to bring jr infants back up to their class. (Everybody hates doing it but for some reason we have to.) So yea he just walked out, cuz jr infants yard was beside the school exit. He actually managed to get to a pharmacy. So yea, before the schools shut down, after this happened, he always came in like an hour and a half late, in his pyjamas, without homework. And I think the teacher says nothing cuz she dosent want it to happen again.
Yea, well, we can't even speak English in our school. Do it 9 times and guess what... You get ****ing expelled. For speaking English. But tbh we only follow that rule when teachers are around. It's like
Yea so anyway the- oh shit the tacher's coming! Agus sea an rud faoi sin na cathaig tu deanamh an cac no itheodh me do madra
Yea ik, we have to speak Irish. Idk what is technically our own language, cuz it's kinda Irish, but it's notlike anyone ever speaks it. And if you hear someone speak it in public, it sounds so ****inhg criney. We have this thing where we're supposed to speak Irish for a whole day, so for me and my friends, it's like being mute for a day
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