My idea of love is so different than most other peoples i dont even think i can do this kind of thing maybe im just not supposed to do this stuff i hate being different why cant i feel the same way like everyone else i hate it idk what is wrong with me "there is nothing wrong with you it just how you feel" but idk anyone else who feels this way and maybe there is somethint wrong with me for feelibg so differentlt about love i dont even know if love is the right word for it i feel so guilty i dont think im good enough for this kind of thing i dont think ill be enough for anyone because i think so differently of course when i finally feel happier my mind reminds me that im still different from everyone else and that ill never jave normal feelings like eveurone else