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koiPOP[OP]
14.09.2021 00:24
Link**** them, I hate them
I want to deal with them. My own way. But I cant. I cant tell people that should know I want to hurt people because they'll just think I'm crazy. I'm not. I'm not crazy. I just want to get back at the shit heads that made me feel worthless, scummy, disgusting feelings. I want them to know THEY are worthless, scummy and disgusting. Because I sure as hell am not.
koiPOP[OP]
14.09.2021 00:25
LinkBut at the same time
I just want this to be over.
To leave this world.
Because there really isnt anything nice here. I have no faith in humanity any more, all I've seen them do is be shitty and toxic and disgusting. I hate it. I hate this feeling.
Wanting to hurt people is pretty normal, it's just whether you go through with it or not that makes you crazy
It's really bad
I want to beat in people's faces for looking at me the wrong way
I hate that I want to do it but I'm so close to doing it and I hate that I hate that because it's like 60% of my thoughts that's just "hey see that idiot that called you disgusting? You should break her arm." And then proceed to descend into a disgusting bloody mess of a thought that I cant make go away sometimes I just want it to stop