I cry happy tears every time I find another person who blocked me.

No, please do. I deserve it. I’ve hurt everyone I have ever loved, everyone who I’ve called a friend. Some of those people used me, and look at them now! @Bakedbean, @ErrorxD, @UVhyena, and many more. They used me to get where they are. And I hut them and I know it. I’ve hurt everyone, and I don’t wanna hurt anyone else.

I’ve hurt everyone. Even the tough kids. Please. I don’t want to hurt you too!

I’ve hurt everyone. I’ve caused so much damage to everyone I know and myself. I’m about to go in a room with something I know can kill me in it (or a corner, there’s two options for me) and I’m going to refuse to leave it. The police can come and get me from it. I’ll isolate myself so nobody has to hurt. Please.

I’m done. I don’t deserve forgiveness. Everyone can make fun of the popular kid’s supposed girlfriend! She doesn’t care! She’s the weird art kid who’s failing because her abusive mother is a wh*re who should go to an asylum because of her behavior! She’s the kid who is failing because she needs something more to do, something that she can relate to! She’s the weird kid who accidentally spit in someone’s lunch! She’s the one who tries to be cool by reading but reads the wrong books at the wrong times! She’s the kid who nobody cares about! She’s the one who everyone knows she doesn’t feel emotions! No, we can just keep poking violently at her feelings, her sanity, her everything! She hurts everyone she meets! She tries to be cool! She still has stuffed animals and princess blankets! She wants to be a boy and we don’t like her from that, but it’s okay for everyone else to want to be the other gender!