As much as i love kevin as much as how much I've put into treating this 2d drawing on a screen like a ****ing king I do want a real hoe the plushie isn't really cutting it I think I'm just really lonely I cant get support from my parents or friends anymore my parents are busy and my friends don't even talk to me i just really need someone to love and care for in my life and know that they'll reciprocate it i know a few of you *****es are just going to L + ratio me but i really do mean all this i ****ing love Kevin but he's not a real person i just need someone who will actually care

i dont even know any of you irl but yall have probably given me given me more love and affection than my actual parents in the past year or so they've been so busy with work and our house renovation that they hardly pay attention yes I still have a home and hot food but its not enough I just need a loving touch in my life I cant help it its honestly pathetic how much I'm starved for even a shred of affection that's probably why I married kevin anyways to make it feel like there's actually someone who loves me and it ended up making my starved self worse

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