Its all beneath the skin, its in my head just a stupid ideal. "His life or his ideals?" Theyve all asked me that. This time I'll go with ideals. Theres no coming back

"How much would you sacrifice for someone? How long will you protect them? Would you go as far as killing someone to protect them?" If i said yes to the final question , i would have no choice but to do it, wouldn't I? More and more questions i ask myself. the lucidity slipping my grasp and falling nearly cationic. Its best if i stop isnt it.

No. I have a choice. I can wake up but the slumber feels so peaceful and almost hypnotic. But when i wake up they'll welcome me and show me that im not all that terrible, right? Id do the same for them. I thought that might've been the answer but no. They moved on in the long while i was gone.

Am i upset? Absolutely not. Am i glad for them? I dont know. Its a bag of mixed emotions. But now i know things others need to learn. I have a legacy. But just watch, they wont listen. Of course they didnt but look where that got me. No where. Absolutely no where. And they'll learn that eventually. I care but do they? No

So now your turn to ask, what do you care about more life or ideals? -cinotitac

I dont really know

No im okay for now

Im fine thanks tho

Yes we love the rebel reds

Im not okay lol

Im not! Okay please dont hurt me im being honest ususally id just lie but im telling you the truth

Its the person thats in my head thaf scares me. He kinda triggers the rebel reds. He asks me questions i dont wNt to answer or else I'll have to do them.

yes I will walk to your house...

:'O yes

Heh no