hi so i decided to have his birth name b nova but he also likes how cosmo sounds so he goes by both :]

his cape thingy is actually like. u can climb. into it. and then u r just. surrounded by Space!!!!!!! a lot of the time he just goes 'reality bad' and he covers himself in his cape and he is in his Space!!! comfort space inside his cape,,, and its like it all looks like space,,,, its really soft everywhere!! lots of pillows and blankets,,,,, and theres like. a soft ambience all the time and its his comfort place. :) he has breakdowns a lot and thats where he goes to feel better

he has Lots Of Scars!!! :( from Big Past!!! uh he was,,, a space!! soldier!! guy!!!! and he did a lot of things that he Regrets!!!! but he tries to put the past,, behind him he regrets hurting all the people he hurt,, and he changed,,,, and now he tries his best not to hurt people/to keep people from getting hurt he killed one of my other ocs off by accident and they were on the same team and it ,, crushed him,,,,

it messed him up pretty bad as in 'he had to get the courage and confidence to get therapy' bad and it was,, even worse tha,,,t,, he and the person he killed by accident were friends"??? it was Years and Years ago and hes,,, mostly good now it took awhile but,,,, hes good now!!!! BUT SOMETIMES SOMETIMES HE HAS EPISODES WHERE ALL HE SEES IS JUST,,, ILLUSIONS OF THE STUFF HE WENT THRU????? AND LIKE. HE CONSTANTLY SEES AN ILLUSION OF THE PERSON ON HIS TEAM HE KILLED AND IT MAKES HIM REALLY UPSET

he has those episodes where all he can think about is killing his friend and it makes him feel really really Bad and he just sobs every time no matter where he is i like to imagine sometimes he accidentally introduces himself with the name of the friend,,, and then he'll go '... WAIT nO' HE JUST 'NONO DEEPEST APOLOGIES IM VERY SORRY THATS NOT MY NAME MY NAME IS NOVA IM REALLY SORRY'

he has like,, medicine that keeps his episodes from happening as often and if he doesnt take the meds the episodes happen more and theyre worse he needs to take them like,,, once a day if he wants to keep the episodes from happening often and like he has bad memory when it comes to that kind of thing so like he goes 'i take the meds why am i still having episodes D:' then he goes '... oh its because i havent taken them in a month'

he needs a Special Someone™️ for emotional support and to remind him to take his da m n m e ds, and so they can make a big pillow fort and watch disney movies till 4 am in his comfort space!!!!!! oh and hes,, touch starved?? pretty bad??? so like. someone touches him in a 'hi!! ur cool ily' way? he will cry /pos

and also HE HAS LOTS OF SCARS!! ALL OVER and he kinda likes when people just trace his scars and ask questions :shy hands: because not all of those are from him being a space fighter guy!!!! most of them are just from .,,, Life the scars that ARE from him being a space fighter guy are mainly on his chest/face the worst one from being a space fighter guy is the one on his face. went right thru his eye. hes rlly insecure about it hes blind in that eye and its a bright silver color now,,,,, it used to be the same color as his other eye [purple,,,,,,]

fun fact he's very undeniably gae and he may or may not have a mlm flag colored blanket in his comfort space

HE THINKS THE COLORS R PRETTY DFJSDHJS

hes,,, hes probably kinda scared to commit himself to a relationship bc hes scared the other person will suddenly stop liking him and go behind his back with someone else,,,, and hes scared that he wont be a good enough boyfriend :(

thinking about it and i just he probably sounds like this https://youtu.be/OkMLYNWP-yo

HDSHBD!!!! YEAAAA TY!!! IM PROUD OF HIS CHARACTER

YEAAAAAA!!!!! N FHDSFSDB?!?!?! IDK???? HDAGHAHSAHG

MLM FLAG BLANKET!!!!!1 ITS PROBABLY RLLY SOFT IM YES!!!!!!

YES IT IS AND YES!!! FLUFFY STUFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!