one of these days everyone’ll wake up and find me dead

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God

I feel like im just overreacting

im overreacting

its not that bad

people have it worse than me

I feel this is all my fault

stupid ****ing *****

Killme please someone please hold a gun to my head and ****ing kill me

I cant

I can barely get out of bed anymkre

im starting to care less and less

im just a dog

meant to be left out and starved

chained to a small house

in the middle of winter

thats what I am

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