I deleted discord to cut contact with people and to distance myself because I feel like I don't belong anywhere

I want to off myself again and I genuinely feel like running away AGAIN

And I just feel like crap. I kinda lost a relationship today too n stuff

Dunno things just suck and I feel like distancing myself from everyone around me because I genuinely suck and deserve to just die alone and crap

This may seem edgy or something but I'm just being straight up