idk if i should..

i want to bu im not sure how to put it in words

i want to tell my family im trans but i dont know how. my dad is always forcing me to be his little girly pink perfect princess. he wo t let be cut my hair because "Boys dont like girls with short hair." when i tell him that if a person didnt like me cause of how i looked then i wouldnt date them in the first place he just looked at me all disapointed. i told my best freind to call me kai and not kylie but she still calls my kylie no matter how many times i ask her. sh- nvm gotta go to work bye