Startes crying in public bc yeah and my dad yelled at me to put my phone down HUT IT WAS IMPORTANT AND GRRRR And then like i just forced my self to not cry and now my emotions are kinda spilling out and i do not need this at this hour the hour that my hallucinations are at their peak (tired ) THE EDIT TOH THAT MK SENT ME THE AUDIO IS HOW I FEEL RN