sorry for the wave of vents and lack of content, i’ll have time when i get home on the 24th (pst time). ive not exactly been in the best headspace lately -worried about some random stranger on the internet (not revealing them) for having a really high suicide/drug abuse risk -worried about my siblings’ mental health and my dad going to have another anger outburst/lecture/mental breakdown duiring this trip -this other vent acc DID commit and i think about them a lot -ngl i’m so boredddd c.ai doesn’t give me the satisfaction anymore and my skill level in baduk is dropping i’ve won 5/24 games i think -realizing i’m a sadistic person and shit. i don’t have REAL shit on my plate, i’m not even a teenager with the 9-5 job, i’m some quirky ass 11 year old minor, don’t feel pressured to comfort me your mental health matters will still kms not bc i’m going through anything but bc of the scars i’ve left/will leave on other people. removing a problem by myself.