i feel so stupid and worthless, and i swear to fvcking Jesus if you try saying im not imma be mad. I cant be there for ppl when they need me because im so fvcking stupid, im not taking breaks unless my mother grounds me, i cant be on during the weekends, im just making ppl upset thinking im mad at them, im not, you had a choice what to do and you chose what you thought was best, so no im not mad, i dont know what you go through daily, and its your choice to talk to me or not, i mean i promised to talk to you when i felt bad, did i not? but that doesnt mean im mad, sure im a little upset, but im not going to block you, i love you, and nothing will change that