Godmother doesnt care My stepmom pointed out all the reasons how it's my fault and treated it like a joke My godsister is just saying how she doesnt care and I should stop being so upset I cant rant to my bf cuz he's busy Theres literally no way to get water But if I cry I'll break my record and my godsisters mood will get ruined and everything will just ****ing suck And all I have to rant on is a goddamn art website whilst everyone hates ranting

I know it will too But right now It sucks

I k n o w That's sorta the problem Knowing tomorrow everything is just gonna be a-ok cuz I'll be going to my godfathers It's kinda making it worse

And No you don't-

I dunno Just When I dont know when something's gonna be better I can deal with it more When I know when something is gonna happen it just adds onto the torture I dunno it's just something weird about me

You do-?

And uh No I dont think so-

It's fine-