back at my old school i had this big crush on this guy I've known him since 5th grade and I got to know him for a few months I told him how I felt about him, of course, he turned me down, he only saw me as a friend so I just felt depressed about it for a bit, then in 6th grade he got a girlfriend and I pretended I was happy for him since I didn't want to get in the way of his happiness, I just stopped talking to him a few weeks later and he stopped talking to me, GahHhhH I hate my stupid feelings I wish they didn't exist half of the time >:(