Do I deserve to die?
by:
DoritosFTW 
97
97
07.08.2018
57 comments
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 00:45
LinkI'm in so mush pain what have I done to deserve this? Should I just die?
Streety
07.08.2018 00:45
LinkLive
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 00:48
LinkI'm sorry you're in pain. Bad stuff happens to good people, and it's not fair. But please don't even think of dying! You can get through this!
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 00:48
LinkMaybe I will ask the doctor to do murder and kill me
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 00:48
LinkI don't even know anymore
ShiningMidnight08
07.08.2018 00:49
LinkNK
ShiningMidnight08
07.08.2018 00:49
LinkNO*
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 00:50
LinkSo hungry..... not gonna sleep all night
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 00:51
LinkIf you're in a hospital, couldn't you ask for some medicine? Or food?
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 00:52
LinkThey gave me pain killer but I can't have food
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 00:52
LinkBecause theirs a possibility that during the surgery I could throw up and I could choke
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 00:52
LinkThat really stinks. I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. :(
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 00:53
LinkThanks
But I miss my mom and dad
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 00:53
LinkWell I'm praying for you, all right? You can do this. :)
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 00:54
LinkAww, your parent's aren't with you? Sorry. That must be freaky.
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 00:54
LinkReally? You believe in me?
Your the first stranger I can connect with and like
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 00:55
LinkI can't stop sobbing
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 00:56
LinkOf course I believe in you. :) I may not know you, but I care. I hate to see anyone saying their in a lot of pain.
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 00:56
LinkAw, don't cry.
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 00:57
LinkThanks ...
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 00:57
LinkI just I don't even know I want it to be over
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 00:58
LinkIt's too overwhelming
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 00:59
LinkDon't mention it. :)
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 01:01
LinkTysm tysm tysm
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 01:01
LinkYeah, I can understand that. I don't know if you believe in God or not, but I always find comfort in knowing that he has control, even if bad things happen. I hope you're able to get some sleep tonight, and that your surgery goes well. If you have too don't be afraid to ask a nurse for something, even if you just need someone to talk too.
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 01:02
LinkSorry, what's tysm? I feel stupid for asking sorry.
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 01:04
LinkYa I'll probably ask to see the therapist if they have one I'm pretty sure they do thank you so mush for being their for me Andy caring and believing in me even though you don't even know me even though I'm in so mush pain and miss my parents so mush your making me feel better.
I feel so special. Your making me feel so special thankyou for being just a nice person.
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 01:06
LinkTysm means thank you so mush I'm just so happy and sad at the same time and hungry and sad and.. and..
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 01:07
LinkHey, I would want someone to do the same for me if I was in your position. Don't stop believing you can make it alright? :) I'm glad to help. I just wish I could be there in person to hug you or something.
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 01:07
LinkI want my mom to hug me
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 01:08
LinkI'm 10 but that doesn't mean just because I'm not a little kid I can't miss her right?
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 01:11
LinkIt's perfectly find to miss your Mom. You can miss you're Mom and want her to hug you even if you're an adult. :)
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 01:12
Link?
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 01:13
LinkI'm gonna try to go to bed thankyou for the help.
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 01:13
LinkHey, some music might help you relax. Do you like music?
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 01:14
LinkHey, you're totally welcome. Try to get some good rest, alright? I'll come on tomorrow if you want, if you need someone to talk to. I gotta go to bed too. :)
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 13:21
LinkI'm awake
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 13:22
LinkI slept for like a hour
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 15:22
LinkHey, sorry you didn't sleep very well. Is it alright to ask when you're surgery is? Hope the medicine is helping the pain.
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 15:31
LinkTwo weeks I'm getting a pin in my left leg
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 15:35
LinkYou said you couldn't eat before the surgery, how are they expecting you to NOT eat for two weeks?
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 15:55
LinkAnyway, are you feeling any better? I bet you're tired.
DoritosFTW[OP]
07.08.2018 17:37
LinkI'm tired and ya I know pretty stupid if you ask me I would stop eating like a day before but..
Chicken-Scratch
07.08.2018 23:42
LinkGosh that must be hard. You can't eat ANYTHING at all? I hope you get more sleep tonight.☺
DoritosFTW[OP]
08.08.2018 00:07
LinkYup just a cup of water in the morning that's it
Chicken-Scratch
08.08.2018 00:11
LinkGosh, sorry. ?
DoritosFTW[OP]
08.08.2018 02:21
LinkIt's not your fault but thanks
Chicken-Scratch
08.08.2018 13:33
LinkWell, at least things will be better after your surgery. :)
DoritosFTW[OP]
08.08.2018 14:52
LinkI guess
Chicken-Scratch
08.08.2018 23:18
LinkI'll keep praying, alright? Keep me updated on your status. ?
DoritosFTW[OP]
09.08.2018 20:04
LinkK
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Well, if you need someone to talk to I'm here.
I'm super happy you're okay! ?