no, i will not be coming back to this website. i am currently focusing solely on myself. i do not plan on sharing any social media here for my privacy. please understand i don't want anything to do with this site anymore. i sincerely apologize, and am sorry for every wrongdoing i have done, it's all on me, all my fault that i did what i did. i'm not asking for forgiveness, but i hope you all understand where i'm coming from. thanks to all who stuck up to me, even if it was temporary since the start. and please, don't call me blanel–it's a dead name. if you want to refer to me, pls js call me 4001 or rian.