My birthday tomorow Whats up guys

I'm getting anxiety cus my mum is on her dumb crazy shit again and is prob gonna ruin my birthday

Idky she hates me she threatened to leave on my birthday so my brother's mom could 'have it all' or whatever she's just jealous and being self indulgent this is my day not yours I think she just wants me to be miserable or whatever MY HALFBROTHERS MOM DIDNT EVEN SPECIFY IF SHE'D ACTUALLY COME OVER I JUST TOLD my dad to give him a heads up ugh

Why does my birthday always have to be a problem to people and why does it always have to be a day where everyone suddenly wants to make everything about themselves I just wish it was a normal day just like every other day but my parents have to make it a problem for some reason

I don't even care anymore yo

My fat ass TV getting water all over my freshly clean bedsheets die die dieeee

I've been so negative recently it sucks sorry guys

I'm gonna blow my brains out why is research for dissociative disorders so hard I cant find good sources i have so many unanswered questions

My life sucks

I wish getting help or assistance for mental help wasn't such a hassle and wasn't limited to those privileged enough to get it bruh pls

Does anyone have any trustworthy or credible sources for stuff like dissociative disorders specifically osdd-1b that I can read up on please please please

I'm dying out here

I'm so tired bruh I don't wanna live anymore

There's something making me genuinely depressive asf and idk what it is

I was gonna draw but I can't be bothered m gonna go to bed probably

Hi

Maybe it's an hour behind me unless it's am and not pm

Ye

Shat up noob