my oldest sister is the one that held me when i was bored before my mom even held me,, and she dropped out of college to be able to raise me because my mom struggled so much with money and stuff,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,but when i grew up she was super mean and loved dick and men and money and always hit me and was mean to me, once she tried to kill herself and my mom got in a fight with her and it got so crazy that i had to call the cops,, and when my mom was outside talking to the cops about it just being a small fight, she was crying and i hugged her and told her i loved her,, she got kicked out that time but now we kinda are getting along but its awkward when we have to communicate,, the last time i hugged her or told her i love her was like last year, i love her tho

born* omg

its ok :')