My mom wants me to have an education and a future like i didnt plan for this shit i thought i was gonna die when i was 12

I didnt mean to get this far bro im genuijely so cooked idk how life works

Nevermind school is canceled again and my step dad wants me to shovel like no bruh its 8 in the morning

I JUST TOOK A SHOWER IM SO ANGRY THAT THEYRE MAKING ME SHOVEL AND I HAVE MEDICAL PROBLEMS TOO i wish i just stayed in bed self care is WORTHLESS

My parents: tell us when yoi have medical problems. Dont hide it from us anymore. My parents: idgaf that you have severe scoliosis and marfan syndrome go shovel dumb bish

And i have to wait until SUMMER for surgery because of my stupid education like bro i dont wanna do this shit anymore i don't wanna be ALIVE ANYMORE AND U KEEP SAYING THAT I HAVE IT EASY no actually i want to die pretty much everyday but yeah keep putting more stuff on my workload when i can barely take care of myself

Everyone expects so much from me and im just so tired of everything idk how im still alive but people always seem to be telling me not to kms and im just like ok if it makes u happy ill try hard not to

Im so depressed and my parents only care when it affects my school life or when i camt do something for them i ****ing hate my life so much i want to die the only time my parents talk to me is when they need me to do something for them what if i just hang mysself how about tha😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

I genuinely. Cannot take anymore . Help

When i get so good at pretending dat nobody ever suspects something is wrong😳😳😳

Time to go shovel! 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 i want to kill myself

Everytbing is just so horrible

When i try to say how i feel but i lowkey jist make everyone life worse so i just kill myself insyead 😳

Me when i ruin everythign oh ho no no no ohhh eeehahahah😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

OK i need to go shovel before i start cytting myself like a loser ill probably do that kater and i have a dentist appointment today i just wjana die yo yo yo bars bars b b b bars

I got this i got this

I can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I didnt see this and i drank hot cocoa but i had some english muffins with peanut butter, i havent been able to get fruit because there is a lot of snow but i hope to go shopping soon. Im trying to eat healthier but i kind of fell back into my unhealthy eating habits but im going to try again. Thank you for commenting this by the way, i appreciate the time you put into saying these things to me and giving me advice and help. Ill try to be better with myself and take care of myself more. I also have a love hate relationship with school, i like seeing my friends, but its a lot of pressure, you know? And im going to be a senior in the fall, so i havr to lock in aaahggg

I hope you are doing well, and take care of yourself, you are very kind