TW TW I can’t I’m so angry!!! I’m tooo tired to deal my this shit!!! I’m mentally stable but I really just wanna cut myself like I just wish I could but I can’t cuz people care abt me ims o prilveged I shouldn’t be complainsing about shit. I shouldn kms erhmmmmmm I just aaa I am not shouldn’t I’m so weak so gahhh

Bro i got some too... when i was little i used to be alone most of the time... but at the same time i was constantly watched... i was in the process of being adopted but anyways... i was poorly treated by parents and people throughout middle school and it worsened when covid hit in my freshmen year and i constantly got sent away for various reasons. i failed my freshmen year because of it and when things seamed to get worse i oded almost died but what evs. then i ran away from home and was gone for two days and then i was found by my algebra teacher which in my mind... what the f###... and then i got arrested.(from running away). then it started to get better when i got sent away again but i did it. i'm here, and i'm still walking on this earth. i'm happy about it that's a quick flash of my terrible situations in life for me...

thanks it really helped... I think.... we'll see...

i constantly want to talk to other people about my hyperfixations, but everyone just either ignores it or the people i befriend online do not really seem to want to talk about it that much, there was this one person who said i was unheathily obessesed, but i personally think it is perfectly heathly, especially since i legally can not leave my house & i never really do any drawing due to my adhd distracting me

This is a lil gross so Anyway I'm a really unclean person and I didn't brush my teeth for three days (I've also been very very sick these past few days so I didn't have any motivation to keep myself clean) and my bf yelled at me and he insulted me and I started crying and when I started crying (bc who wouldn't cry when they're getting insulted) he said I was making myself out to be the victim. No I wasn't. You were INSULTING ME, ofc I'd cry Anyway I'm gonna make an effort to keep myself clean, (side note that I have been really diligent about grooming myself ever since I started working, because I didn't want to go to work stinky n shit) because now he's not going to kiss me or cuddle with me for a week All because I didn't brush my teeth Also he told his sister and her husband to also insult me next time we see each other because yeah