Whatever never mind
by:
-Melancholy-Tea- 
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22.10.2023
17 comments
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
22.10.2023 20:17
LinkBack to what I was doing before
No use in crying now
Nothing will change
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
22.10.2023 20:20
Link71 days!!!!!
It isn’t just because of he nii nii I’ve had this plan for a lil while
But her actions helped you make that decision Bee, why is that going to be your way out? I know you’ve been trying but the way those people treat you sometimes are unforgiving and it wasn’t helping your case. You just at least need to leave that house.
Damn. You don’t have to tell them this is why, don’t they need help with anything since they’re older?
No, they’re pretty active n stuff and honestly I don’t want to be a bother
It really isn’t all too bad here
It’s my choice to interact with my mother and the days when I don’t she leaves me alone so I guess I need to stop interacting with her
If that’s the the best you can do for now then I guess. But I still think it’s not a good place for you, if you can leave altogether at some point then maybe you’ll start to improve a lot more. Words have a lot more impact on a person than you know and it can really mess with you.
They most certainly dooooo
If I do get out of this hell hole I’ll have to thank everyone for sticking beside me
Especially you niinii
what do you want to hear rn /gen
If your heart is set on this, there is litte we can do. but trust when I say you have clarity in the afterlife and you realize the mistake you made. Then you have to go though life again which might be just as worse
I’m just trying to hype myself up
I’m scared too
I don’t want to die but I can’t keep going like this
ive had people die to offing themself from one impulsive thought. idk if you belive in spirituality, but they said they regretted it. its hard to continue on, but maybe research running. How old are you? cus when ur 18, they cant keep you hom or try to find you
I’m 16
Was gonna wait till I was 18
But it’s been so goddamn difficult- I’ve tried killing myself like three times already in the past three years and every time I had to go to the mental hospital and then my parents complain about how expensive it is
I want to keep going out of spite trust me
But I just- cant
i understand dude, and i see you trying really hard. Its just that if you can succesfuly get away, you just ogtta stay hidden for 2 years. but thats easier said then done
i realy wish i could help