I might start venting so ignore those please <3

hhhhhhhhhhhh Okay so like, my parents hate me i starve myself i have anthropophobia (fear of rejection) im always anxious and scared because im worried that people i know might get hurt or even worse i am antisocial and only hang out with my bf and my closet friends my parents dont accept that im depressed and antisocial i dont fear death, in fact, i'll embrace it once it comes but im afraid to leave the people i care about and love behind haha anxiety go brr im always sad for no reason <3