I deserve to die if that's how you feel.

Oh even then I'm still too ****ing dumb to understand

Hah.. I feel like the second everyone ****ing meets me, it either gives them bad luck or tears apart my life. I've been refered to as the "unlucky white cat" or the "shaddered mirror". When I met this girl, things were fine. Our relationship blossomed into something more than friends, only for us to move away from that future. If she would like to send me to that distant planet away from everyone else, let it be.

Every time I think of this girl, my heart goes fuzzy and my cheeks flush. If I am hurting her, I couldn't even stand to live.

If to make her happy I must let her go, I will do so at the word. Will it tear me apart and cause me to commit, yes, but if she needs me gone, I will accept that.

"Cause you are, you are the reason why I'm still holding on.. You are, you are, the reason my heart still above water . And if I'd get you the moon, and give it to you, and if death was coming for you, i'd give my life to you."

I ****ing understand when someone needs space, but I'm not going to wait a ****ing lifetime for you to break the god damn promise during the damn break. Yeah sure I said I would when we "split up" but I can't ****ing wait forever for an answer.

Quoted from a book I like, "If we must meet eachother in another life, our souls will always recongnize each other".

I will wait a damn 10 years for you, but nothing longer..

Screw it

SCREW IT ALL

alrigh