k so i have katsaridaphobia (severe phobia of cockroaches)

to the point where even seeing a picture of one can cause a panic attack

if anyone ever tells u to get a bug away from them or kill it and you do and try to bring it over to them dead in a paper towel to show them that "its not that scary" and "it cant hurt you"

genuinely i hate you so ****ing much if you do that

like seriously i cant stress enough that if you do that i never want to talk to you

**** you ik i sound dramatic abt this but its happened to me before and its ****ing terrifying

and dont like joke too much abt that stuff either like if i tell someone i have a severe phobia or roaches and theyre jokingly like "haha im gonna put roaches on u" i **** idk i dont like roaches i really dont like them i hate thinking about them seeing them

i cant even go outside at night because im terrified of seeing one

and i hatethat bc i like stargazing sm

if i see roaches in soeones house i usually refuse to go in if i see a roach anywhere at all i usually freeze and cant move

like im sure it sounds like a silly fear but holy **** its really really not it sucks so much

one time i saw a dead roach and had a panic attack

i cannot strss enough how terrifying cockroaches are to me its not even the disease part there isnt a specific reasong i know they most likely cant hurt me and theyre more afraid of me and theyre smaller thsn me