i lied it was 3 times i think

met, got together, he broke up with me then 14 days later we got back, then he ghosted me and a few months later came back in contact and we got back, ghosted me again and a few months later came back and here we are

i see no wrong in this dude for whatever reason

tells me im the only one he can talk to about his feelings and he trusts me most with it which feels nice to know because im not really the best therapist at all

he flirts with me all the time, a while back i asked him not to if hes just going to bounce around telling me how he feels, and not to say shit if he doesnt mean it i cant tell if hes playing or genuinely means it sometimes

discord giving me a notification he just set his status as “zucky berg begging to be on the epstein island” 🥀🥀

**** his online dating shit but im terrified of trying to find anyone irl trying to get involved in the community as a gay NON PASSING transgender “man”💔💔💔💔 theyre going to laugh in my face

i genuinely cant do this

progress comes in time but i feel like i dont have time anymore

i remember getting brave and showing him my art after he BEGGED to see it, said it was really good so i decided to show him more a couple days ago and he replies with “ggs” like what the **** is that supposed to mean