ever since i detransitioned and decided to just be true to myself my family has been hinting and teasing at me that i was just "getting more comfortable" and calling me a butch lesbian like please shut up

i know that's mostly my fault bc i don't really talk to any of them that much at least not about myself so they just have to guess things about me and once they discover something finally gets a reaction out of me they don't let it go

maybe i'd talk to them if they weren't so annoying oml

"i'm tired im going to bed" she says as she proceeds to stay up for an extra hour watching some war documentary thing?

just take it like a champ its ok to goon

then just don't get caught dude its not hard💔💔

i identified as transmasc for like 5-6 years until i realised it just wasn't right. i don't know why i thought it was and i feel super guilty about it, especially now that i have a partner who is actually trans. it's been very awkward and i'm slowly getting back into things i used to do but man i feel like such an attention seeking mocking little goblin because of it even though it was genuine. i dunno it's whatever

yaaa... i just want it to be clear bc i've struggled with identity for SO long i've been all over the place with it but now i'm certain on what i was from the very beginning. uh i'm still very much struggling with identity just not in terms of gender