Specifically i need this glow seahorse jm not even joking i need it so bad. It is genuinely so soothing and i used to hear it all the time when my sisters were little but nighttime is just so scary without it lowkey like i try to listen to other music but it doesnt work it keeps me awake. But the glow seahorse would genuinelu put me to sleep and i would have good dreams How do i obtain this without looking like a freak https://www.boscovs.com/product/fisher-price-soothe-glow-seahorse/902846?utm_source=Google&utm_term=902846&utm_content=toys+%3e+all+toys&utm_campaign=CSE&cid=CSE:Google&scid=scplp54178715&sc_intid=54178715&adpos=&cid=CSE:Google&utm_source=Google&utm_medium=CSE&utm_campaign=SC%20Shopping%20-%20Smart%20Shopping%20-%20Top%20Brands&gad_source=1&gad_campaignid=18965852588&gbraid=0AAAAADuIQiB0Jjy-xoIZZ7MZ8OvZh-Zgn&gclid=Cj0KCQiAq7HIBhDoARIsAOATDxDNIYqgtHGp6c7nhjHDubQaekEfTN6YYL0LW4B2_RARYH78L7rxSIoaAm5iEALw_wcB