Her mom was really abusive and old school aka. Women have to work in the kitchen for the husband and a divorced or mother with no baby is no daughter of hers and she really admired her mom and did her best but the pressure built up and she ended up having sex with a dominating male classmate that kinda manipulated her into it He dipped and the baby ended up dying in the womb her mother disowned her and kicked her out of house and cut her off

she lived on the streets as a sex worker until she met a handsome mutt and engaged him, one night while he was gone she caved and cheated on him with another man and he left her desperate and homeless she married the first man that “loved” her and had a daughter he divorced her bc she was getting into drugs and took his daughter

seeing the problem with herself she put herself into therapy/addict recovery home and got better she had a job at a food market and got married a second time things where looking up she had a son and loved him too they where a perfect family, the son passed away and this split her apart her mentally shattered she blamed herself bc of the drug issues she had might have made him die so young the father left full of grief not able to stand being around someone that reminded him of his son

she fell into darkness back into drugs and alcohol to help with the pain she became obsessed with her dead son bc to her he was to key to happiness, he was the thing that made her happy, Carp was an accidental pregnancy but she ignored him for most of his life only offering him food water and shelter to broken to want to get attached again

she was in a deep rut, it wasn’t until later she realized she not only lost one son but two, carp left her when he was old enough saying to her that he never had a mom or father Uhh until later at the end but uuuuuu shhh

sorry if really cliche I just had a brain fart uwuwhuwbw might change this

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np bro I would do the same