Freshman year and earlier I didn't have a very good mindset and had questionable morals so I acted out often. I've since then changed A LOT and don't act that way anymore but my friend kind of makes me feel like I still do? Like I will simply be holding something and she'll start asking if I'm going to hit myself with it and it genuinly hurts my feelings whenever she chooses to ignore my growth and pretends I'm still an edgy 13 year old