please please they havent betrayed me they dont hate me please why cant you understand

PLEASE I DONT WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS AGAIN I HATE IT SO MUCH ITS NOT FUN ITS NOT COOLIT JUST SUCKS WHY DO YOU HAVE TO ACT LIKE THIS BRAIN THEY JUST ARENT TALKINGG TO YOU ITS NOT THE END OF THE ****ING WORLD WHY DO YOU DO THIS I HATE THIS FEELING ITS ALWAYS WORSE EACH TIME

OH MY ****ING GOD WHOEVER LIKED THIS **** YOU IM CUTTING MYSELF JUST BECAUSE OF THAT I HAVE SUPER DUPER BAD ABANDONMENT ISSUES AND YOU JUST MADE THEM TEN TIMES WORSE AND YES I WILL SEND YOU IMAGES