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Flipanime: Ep. 1
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MaxiTheNerd 
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25.10.2024
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MaxiTheNerd[OP]
25.10.2024 03:43
Linkas a sex repulsed person i cannot stand being on the bus without headphones. all the kids do is scream which is seriously overstimulating to the point of crying and talk about gross topics and say slurs. i really hope i get ungrounded soon
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
25.10.2024 03:45
Linksinging helps me calm down so everyone was very loud today on the bus i very quietly sung almsost the entirety of in case i make it by will wood
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
25.10.2024 03:48
Linkafter doing much research and getting feedback from actual people with expirience, i can now say that i confidently believe that i have autism. i obviously am not diagnosing myself but my mother is looking to do that, but she tells me all the tests are very expensive. ive been afraid to let my opinion out fully because i know many people who have done little research and then resort to self diagnosing. i have done research for 2 years now and i live with a diagnosed autistic.
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
25.10.2024 03:49
Linkanyways just wanted to say this somewhere to make me feel better about it. i always doubt myself and i am scared to be wrong a lot but i put in a lot of effort to researching this
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
25.10.2024 03:52
Linki was diagnosed with adhd when i was 6 or 7 and i know many of the symptoms between autism and adhd overlap, but i feel pretty confident that i may have it. getting diagnosed will be difficult because ive basically learned to mask my entire life and i do not open up to people easily at all lol
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
25.10.2024 03:54
Linkreally i think its stupid that people make it their entire personality... sure it defines a large part of you but not every single thing you say and think and do is because you have autism.. same goes for adhd and other disorders
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
25.10.2024 04:01
Linki got the werewolf in blooket today. its ugly, i wanted the blue or green gummy bear.............
ughh I feel super bad for u i could. Not live without headphones...hoping u get ungrounded too
yeah.. i dont like it all. especially when someone takes my seat. why can't people just sit in the same seat..
I could never sit on the bus and not listen to music vro but unfortunately I cant use my beats to connect it to the chromebook bluetooth (they disabled the option for whatever reason)
oh i tried that trick you taught me the other day and it sadly didnt work for me and then i got motion sick from staring at the chromebook screen too long trying to figure it out HELPokjfhcu
i have no idea... i was grounded like nearly 2 weeks ago? i ask my step dad frequently but he just says no and not anytime in the near future which is really annoying
he wants me to take care of myself cuz he thinks my life will be better without it💀 no matter what i tell him that its making my life worse he goes back to playing world of warcraft
PLS THATS ALL HE DOES HE DOES TN EVEN DO ANYTHIGN FOR TBIS FAMIKY BESIDES GROUND US WHEN MY MOM TELLS HIM TO hours and hours on discord and world of warcraft he is worse than me with my phone usage
I'd cry if it goes on for three there's no way this si so hypocritical
I KNOW HEDKLPPEPODLmsj thanks for understanding my step brother knows its bs too but theres nothing i can do or theyll cut off my cellphone line so i can never use it again. i think my step dad needs stronger meds
HELPP that's so bs I hope u get it back soon bc then I'd be able to see if I could help with the trick if u messed up on something (if u have)
Oh iforogt I was gonna say abt the post thingy I think I might have undiagnosed adhd but I'm too scared to tell bc I tried to tell my parents Abt my anxiety but they didn't believe me and said I was making it up and I have bigger problems
BRUH wtf is up w ur parents too . u should tell like a school counselor maybe... they migtht tell ur parents but frick ur parents too bee hones.
I'm scared of the counselors too though I don't rlly feel comfortable around them but at the same time there's this kid behind me in math and he makes alot of noise and its so hard to concentrate when there's like literally 50 people talking at the same time I'm trying to figure out thee inverse variation
counselors can be super sketch sometimes too sometimes they dont even try to help. i think it might be worth a shot coz i dont want u to fail and i totally get that feeling, maybe you could get permission to listen to music while independent work?
I rlly hope I cn in the future like actually explain or take a test on myself mentally instead of phys cuz I only get like the tests on if Im suicidal or not
dude I wish but my school doesn't aloud airpods headphones or really anything of the sort unless there's free time
YEAH those tests are so annoying, i dont think i was ever completely truthful on any of them.. theres also like seperate rooms that might quieter if your school wont allow you to use headphones but for eme sometimes theyr way too quiet and i get nothing done because im thinking about how quiet it is and bright the lights are and if im breathing too loud😭
my school has them banned too but i asked my teacher one tiem and she was super understanding. i didnt eeven have to tell her why
the lying on those tests is so real ngl but also the quiet is so real too
its actually gen so terrible because I'm like rlly sleepy and I sit in the front of the class
so the lights r like burning my eyes off like a permanent flashbang
not only that but when I need to cough I'm scared to bc like its happened before during tests and I was feinign for my life
me after forgetting where I put my remote and after an hour of looking its in my hand 😅💔
YEAH I LOVE HER i feel horrible for her because our class is the worst probably.. coughing is literally terrifying in school like im so sorry i am just a disgrace to humanity becausde my throat itches
No because when I lose something I go absolutely crazy and its not only like my ipad and stuff its literally everythig
I think I almost cried over a lost sweater bc i thought my mom would get mad
I was freaking out the other day bc I lost my gym bag with all my stuff in it
if ur mama is mad over one sweater i think she lowkey needs a chillpill..
ok i would freak out over that i get so scared to lose the dumbest things
i collect dumdums wrappers for some reason and i thought i lost one but i didnt i was like duuude what the heck i needed that son bad
i think its bc shes like kinda bi-polar but I'm not totally sure I js know my grandma is
i dont know nearly anything about bipolar but it isnt caused genetically i dont think but i have no idea
dude I was screaming bc I lost my fav mechanical pen
and sometimes when people joke around and take my stuff and hide it I get rlly mad but like now that I'm looking at the symptoms I experience I'm trying to watch what I say now and like find ways to deal with stuff
yeah I'm not sure if its genetics but my grandma def has and my mom I think shes ...normal for the most part but she can get mad alot
also not good bc high blood pressure
oh my goodness i wouldnt be screaming but id be a bit upset outbursts are always so tough bro like i did not permit my body to say or do that !! if thats what you mean by watching yourself,.. but you sghould definitley look more into it if its a concern like taht
yeah sometimes I cn be mean when I'm takingto someone like irl on one on one cconvos bc when I'm like typing I have time to dwell on whether or not I should say this or that but when I have decisions to make like these Its mainly emotionally
I'm getting kind of better at stopping myself and apologizing whenever I do