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-luna-[OP]
21.06.2018 19:36
Link,,, //INHALES
this isn't a huge vent so to the nonexistent ppl who "carE" yall can chill =^= pls ignore me,, bu t anyway- i'm stressed about this 3 week summer camp that I'm going to it's not really a big deal-
first yea i mean like i do have worries that i'll forget to bring things or lose stuff or just not know where to go bc this summer camp is on a college campus-
this is basically a ~fancy~ camp for ~nerds~ that you had to take a test (mmmm ever heard of the SAT?) and get a certain score to get into this seleCTIVE grOUP of kids who get opportunities to learn with other smart d00ds
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i'm taking a computer science course which is like cODiNG WoW fUN
b u t i don't really know that much about coding?? i've like kinda bs-ed my way through learning it a few years ago so im kinda nervous bc
i'm going to be surrounded by a bunch of really smart people ((my sister went to this camp b4,, she's in a prestigious college n shesays that ppl she met at this camp ALSO went to prestigious colLEGES NNGH))
-luna-[OP]
21.06.2018 19:36
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i'm going to have to force myself to socialize and be friendly w people and like l i v e with a complete stranger for 3 weeks ,,,
i dont knoW
and i don't know if i'm going to fit iN or if everyone will already know each other and form their friend groups and i'll just be lONeLy and CLuelEsS and sjkdfhkj
i've heard from my sis of people forming like dance groups or music groups or whatever,, yea i can play the violin like a typical asian but i'm not bringing my precious bb instrument to a summer camp,, i'm not good at anything athletic so... I'LL HAVE NO FRIENDS and i'll just be re al l y uncomfortable the entire time and i'd rather just be alone and learn but n o god forbid i act antisocial !!
within my school or whatever i'm kinda at the "top" but this camp is going to be completely different and i know it's going to be stressful and hHH
my dad has told me plenty about how i'm going to be meeting people at my level of /smarts/ but yea that's exciting but it's also super nervewrecking
-luna-[OP]
21.06.2018 19:37
Linki'm not good at approaching people but ik that other people might feel the same bUT if i try being friendly then i just feel stupid and awkward and NOTHIN g I s ok AY hhng
and i know since my sister did p good with the camp my parents will also expect me to do well but this course has like tests and stuff that i wont be able to deal with because i have RiDiculOuSlY hIGh StandARDS BEcAUSE EVERYTHING NEEDS TO BE PERFECT
anyway im kinda a mess rn i think i wanted to say more but hopefully this is still kinda comprehensible,,
i'll be leaving this weekend but i'll still have my phone to comment and stalk people on here ah U
bUT my dad doesn't trust me enough //ouch// for me to bring my sister's old laptop so there's no way i'm going to be uploading anything huee
soo yea that's that- :DD
Minterou
21.06.2018 19:39
LinkGood luck fren fry!! I really hope you have a good time. <33 LUV U BOO
spaceguts
21.06.2018 19:39
Linkoh shoot
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frick i actually don't know what to say other than i hope everything goes well-
-luna-[OP]
21.06.2018 19:44
Linkaaaaaa hE c thanki,, i appreciate uwu <3
Iceeee
22.06.2018 00:46
LinkAww sp is v pro to go to camp with all other pro smert people yeye uvu
Being antisocial seems easy but I’m sure you can find some common ground with others, maybe go find another asiaN and make fReN
You’ll look forward to each day even more if you make a friend, at least one will make your time there better ^^
Maybe if you get the chance to draw people will be iMp r E s S e D and wAnT tO bE sP fReN heC
I hope all goes well tHo-
-luna-[OP]
22.06.2018 02:20
Linkhdfhljkd what did i evr do to hav such a good sp ;;w;; thankI <3333
I knew you are very intelligent. About summer camp I can't give you any advice due I'm very antisocial x'D, but I can tell you're going to meet nice people, and they will accept you with kindness, because you're so sweet and smart.
Ahhhhhhh good luck!!!!
I know you're super smart so you'll do great! (Asians, amirite?)
Have fun and luv u my fren! <3
