Thanks..

If I start from the beginning, it will take to long so I'll just go with the newest add on.. So, I have a friend. They are really nice and such, but are really suicidal. I had self-a-pointed myself to be the online consular when they feel down. This was normal and alright, I was always able to stop them from harming themself before anything bad would happen. Now, I have another friend. She's really nice and friendly, and is always their to help everyone else before herself. On this faithful day, barely 2 days ago, I felt as if I screwed up. I've been crushing on my second friend for a while, and I ended up telling her. She wasn't.. Exactly mad, just surprised and told me to think it through. I let this go on for a while, until She started insulting herself. This is where it went pretty bad. Around the same time, my friend whose very suicidal was trying to choke herself to death, causing me to have to go back in fourth, to stop one from mentally beating themself up, and the other to physically beat themself up

It took a while, but I convince them both to stop, and went to bed. I have been having struggles now for a while, wanting..No.. Needing to constantly check on them both, to make sure nothing happens to them.. its been ripping me apart for a while, since I have my own struggles, but Can't help myself at all until I help them..

Alright, i'll try that.. Thank you