Why is it that every time I make friends with someone a few days later they get hurt? I feel like I'm doing something wrong and I don't know what is is. I feel like a horrible person and I can't stand seeing someone hurt. I'm a very sensitive person when it comes to my friends and whenever someone is hurting I help then but it never feels like someone is returning the favor. I know I'm cutting and all but this is insane and I can't deal with this shit and this makes me want to cut more.

I feel like an asshole.

I'm going to go for a bit. I'll be back later.

Screw her. I can't deal with everyone getting hurt.