@systems pls help
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Karizma[OP]
28.04.2025 02:13
Linkok so like i !!!!!THINK.!!!! i mught have did or something similar to that, howver i AM aware that i have phsycosis and taht could be ****ibg w my abilith to see if i do or not
Karizma[OP]
28.04.2025 02:15
Linkim gonna see if i can remember the shit thag led me to thinkibg this, id rly appreciate it if any1 thats in a system or has did could help cause im. worried
i do warn people abt the possibility, normally in my bios or a status, but i want to make sure km not falseclaiming by accident,,if you. Can do that by accident,,
Karizma[OP]
28.04.2025 02:22
Linki tend to feel like theres always someone there, completely seperated from my paranoia and anxiety. i feel like im on autopilot, and i tend to do things i dont wnat to. Sometimes i feel like im not in total control of my head or my actions
most times, if not all the time i feel like theres always someone with me. I can never really tell if there ever IS anyone there either, so i might just be hallucinating or smth
Karizma[OP]
28.04.2025 02:24
Linki just restated myself i think im losing my shit
Karizma[OP]
28.04.2025 02:27
Linkthere are several parts of my life and my days thati literally have no ability to remember. I have TRIED and TRIED but i just cant find them. and when i do seem to remember them, i disassociate and forget everything that apparently happened 2 minutes ago
Karizma[OP]
28.04.2025 02:28
LinkAnother reason for this^ is probably that my medication is making me feel detatched from myself or smth, maybe im just zoning out from stress idfk
Karizma[OP]
28.04.2025 02:30
Linklast thing im gonna write for now is more of just a me thing bht i like to be referred to as more than one person, mainly to myself.
I have to catcg myself a LOT from using pronouns like; we/us/ourselves, probably, again, just a stupid me thing
Karizma[OP]
28.04.2025 02:40
Linkok im taking a nap gn
Hey! i know i might be able to help you but i also know i might not be able to because you might disregard my opinion due to a syscourse stance :,(
okay from what youve written, yeah that sounds like textbook dissociation, so thats the first step.
If you are trying to gain any sense of self or selves, i strongly recommend attempting to establish communication, whether that be finding a notebook and writing in it and trying to encourage whoever might be sharing your life with you to write back ?
thats the most i can think of but in general when it comes to DID, dissociation and memory barriers are not out of the regular in the slightest.
If you can, i do really recommend talking to a professional but i understand how that can be hard with costs and the current political climate
hai um !!! I don't recommend asking for advice ab this kind of thing on fa since its,,a mess,,,,, but if ur jus curious, i definitely do think, with the manner you describe jt, you could have did or something of the sort
