there is a very microscopic chance i might leave flipanim for good. i have reasons why, don't worry. 1 - i'm quickly losing interest in things i tend to love doing; one of these is drawing. i used to love drawing, but i'm losing motivation to draw and even just doodle. 2 - with all of the drama going on here, at home, and at school, i can't just keep venting to get it out (it, meaning my negative feelings). this website is dragging me into so much drama. 3 - everyone else is leaving for either pointless reasons or no reason at all, and very few actually gave legitimate reasons to why they're leaving. anyway, since a lot of other people are leaving, i have less than half of my followers active now. that's not the problem. the problem is that i feel extremely bad unfollowing them to rid the dead accounts. i don't know why. but it's making me weaker. 4 - all i do now is sit in bed and use flipanim, since i can't honestly go outside. it's becoming a habit that's worse than biting my nails. (more below)