its not even that fun idk the only good class is psychology and not to brag or anything but I already know everything this class is going over anyway but I have to redo all the workk in a rlly stipid and over complicated way and I'm too lazy to figure out how to do all that jus ask me for the definitions

and then all my other classes suck who actually likes biology and learning about cells I don't have time for this urhggj shut up shut up shut upppp

seeing my gpa I think my jaw would actually drop so I haven't looked at it yet or like any of my grades idk I'm just gonna fail lets see where the wind takes me

God knows I cant do this so he must have another plan for me cuz that's how it works right

I just hope that other plan isn't the military because I'd actually rather kill myself sorry I know that's like a sin but I'm not putting myself thru boot camp

wait I'm lowk a genuius I forgot there's another test I have to take in order to even be ACCEPTED all I have to do is fail that test wait its all coming together wtffff

my mom is being rlly sweet to me today and my dad isn't rlly speaking to me which I kinda prefer anyway honestly and shes only acknowledged last night once gud I'd rather it not be acknowledged because that's so embarrassing Gosh

I definitely definitely will do it again byt I'm so effing broke wait omg solution I can just shoplift wait wtf waaittt I forgot I'm a genius yes yes!

I'm pretty sure cvs does not gaf about shoplifters cuz there's no way they didnt see me take a whole ass minute ripping eyeliner out of its packaging and then shoving it in my little ass bag that I brought with me

I don't wanna risk it tho Ive been going to that same store a lot recently andddd so has my sister and realistically I know cvs is a little strict cuz they have those stupid little stickers and I don't think they actually trigger the alarm but I don't want to risk it cuz I think getting caught shoplifting from CVS would actually be the most humiliating moment of my life

shoplifting allergy medication of all things like not even anything cool jsut yeah wow o I'm fully aware I'm a loser mk..?

and brah every1 says Walmart is so easy to steal from but Walmart makes me nervous for some reason idk I stole a plushie frm there once.. well.. ATTEMPTEd to and then I got rlly anxious and took it out of my bag immediately so sketchy so sketchy AND I DIDNT EVEN LIVE IN THAT AREA SO I COULDVE GOTTEN AWAY WITH IT I still regret it cuz it was rlly cute and it was a matching plushie to one I already own TvT

I kinda live near a family dollar and Ive been there a couple of times and there's always like only 1 or 2 people working and there's usually homeless people sitting outside so I feel like it'd be relatively easy to take frm there but its actualy such a long walk dude wait nvm I'm not doing dat

my truck is getting fixed by a guy with bipolar disorder going thru a manic episode right now so it should come out rlly good xD I think he's even repainting it too wtf

I thought I was gonna die yesterday and I only 50% minded maybe i actually dknt want to live idk HRJKL WHATS MY DEAL I went to my sisters room and sat on her bed and talked to her and I thought that that was how I was gonna live the last moments of my life wow I didn't even care that I could've traumatized her like crazy but she didn't rlly seem to mind she probably just wouldve been like ewww there's a dead person on my bed

also for any bulimics reading this its way easier to purge if u stick a toothbrush down ur throat instead of ur fingers I learned that last night eheh.. my mom taught me that move

so I actually did learn things yesterday I learned 12 benzos is too much and I learned that its easier to throw up with a toothbrush! and I learned I dont actually care about my life that much so now I can just do whaever

genuinely one of the only things going thru my mind was bruhhh theyre gonna check my internet history but I didn't even bother loggig out of my laptop because its not like I watch porn or anything the worst they'd find is like honestly flipanim

they could engrave the flipanim logo on my tombstone and have my username instead of my actual name

I don't even know if I want to be buried or cremated ACTUALLY why do people really care about that cuz does it even matter I genuinely could not care less what happens to my body when I die cuz why would it even matter

OMG WAIT I thought Abt my search history and my stupid SheIn order I was upset cuz I know Sierra would've taken everything I bought wth my hard earned money and that made me upset cuz I actually found a cute jacket liek I'm excited to wear it

I only have 2 reasons to live and one of them is cuz my SheIn order hasn't arrived yet so yea..

remembering the time my dad took my multivitamins away cuz he thought I was going to try to overdose on them and I laughed cuz overdosing is actually for losers but I huess if I die then overdose wouldn't be the worst way imaginable ;-; idk

it would give me aura name me one person who's died from an overdose who's not at least kinda cool

YouTube ur so lame I hate u