:sit:
19 comments
Nighteye[OP]
23.07.2021 12:59
LinkJust clearing sum things up that is all
This'll be a BIIIG post so gimme time 2 type
Nighteye[OP]
23.07.2021 13:02
LinkI have what's called DID, if you don't know what that is I really don't wanna type it all out because it's different for everyone, but here -> https://didictionary.carrd.co/
My alters (see carrd above to know what that is) are NOT me, they respond differently depending on the person
I'll try my best to explain each alter and if it's ok to interact with them, I only have two but I'm /still/ cautious because what you do to them can effect my body :| #swag
ok next comment
Nighteye[OP]
23.07.2021 13:09
LinkNighteye: He's the protector, very approachable and kind but if you bring up, like, Clem or me (negatively) he'll go off. He's very sweet tho if you're nice to him from what I've seen on comments to him!!! /gen
He also talks rlly formally but I don't think he knows tone tags, and I'll like try to teach them to him but I DON'T KNOW HOW TO COMMUNICATE WITH THEM IN MY BRAIN?? :baby_crying:
He'll most likely mean things well and often ends sentences with :) or (:
Clemont: Trauma holder. Please be cautious of him if you have caused trauma/fighting in the past, depending on how bad it is he'll remember you or not... if it was really bad he'll block you out of his memory so he won't associate you with it, so you can be friends with him but please please be sweet he really means well he's just..... uhhm,,, timid and shy
He also.. has heavy ptsd (sometimes even related to ramdom things I can't keep track of)
He talks different then how he talks in my little private server but he usually talks in lowercase and
Nighteye[OP]
23.07.2021 13:10
Link- using c: or :c and a LOT of .......,,,,,.,,, hnngnfnf or other sounds
Nighteye[OP]
23.07.2021 13:15
Linkuhhh now I will personally ramble about my experiences and hope someone like Rube/John or failsafe will help out with this one whoop whoop!!! #swag
----
My memory with them sucks, I mean this as in I rely on messages they've had with others to remember what happens. BUT, I can remember more things with Clem??? He'll switch and do his thing, then he's set on a bed time (he's mentally really young I always stay up tho) and then he'll sleep
But he has dreams
(so does Nighteye but Nighteye switches at weirder times)
Anyway, I dream as Clemont a lot, and I think that's what leads me to wake up remembering what happened (sorta) from the day before?
It's not full things I remember but I remember Clem's convos and feelings he felt
Nighteye[OP]
23.07.2021 13:18
Linkif anyone actually read this ty
also once again be nice to Clemont I will kill you if not :3c
and uh I had more to say but forgot lo
I fully read and i fully understood the situation that you are going through. I also talked to Clemont yesterday, they're very nice! Asked the questions about it.. I've said too much
Comment removed
uwrrsdrr I remember someone saying Clemont isn't like supposed to be on FA I assume bc it has people that could like,, be pricks or resurface stuff so I hope yesterday(? I think it was) didn't cause trouble and nothing negative happened
OK so for the memory part amnesia between alters n stuff im pretty sure isn't always like a black n white thing, you can have alters that you have more memories of, someone else you cant remember anything with, etc
like personally our memory is rlly wonky and we dont rlly know the extent to how our memories between headmates work. i guess the best way to put it would just be saying that our memory as a whole is... bad, but not bad to the point of having like total blackouts n stuff yk? like we know when ppl front and when and a rough idea of what they do ig?
idk how else to explain it rn bc brain no work and trying to is making my head hurt </3 /nm /lh