so basically i feel.. some what hurt from a "friend" i say "friend" bc i dont know if she still thinks of me of a friend when im down sometimes she will say whats up? and ill say, im happy bc whenever i wanna talk to her i dont have to corage to talk abt this with her.

but whenever i want to help her when she is going through things, she goes to someone else. i wont say who for their privacy.

she lately thinks bad abt herself, saying she doesn't deserve friends, and that we all are friends with her bc of her art. but its not tru. i kept trying to talk to her and try to let her vent to me, but then she goes to this other person and vents. the other day she made and apology anim, i thought she saw my vent and was gonna apologize, but it was for someone else.

and after she is done venting/apologizing she deletes her sad anims and pretends like she is fine..

yeah.. how did you know

anyway.. i feel hurt. that she doesnt think of me as a friend anymore and doesnt like me/trust me anymore.

but how DID you know.. i was saying her?

HUH?!?!

i--

OML

I FORGOT IT WAS YOU

oml oml oml oml oml oml oml oml oml oml oml oml oml oml oml oml oml oml oml oml oml oml im so embaressed oml oml oml oml oml oml

no its not... i feel so BAD... i should have never vented to you.. your her bff! your the one she vents to!

just nvm.. bye.

what.

its... fine now bye.

ig it was a good "talk"... but im leaving fa for a while..