i stabbed myself in an alley, how am i here

I wish too i didnt.

I saw blood everywhere.

What is Lucid dreaming?

but my friend remembered and asked where i was when i woke up i woke up, couldnt remember i stabbed myself and went up in the tower where the girls station is. Next day in school my friend asked me where i where.

I know.

I literally taped my ****in mouth so no one could hear me. I went behinf the church. bc in our school is a church dont ask me why I climbed in the garden of the church. I took the knife and stabbed myself 3-5 times. then i feel uncounsious. I woke up and didnt remember anything and went into girls station. I was lucky i had a red t-shirt.

fell uncounsious*

Sorry.

Am i alive?

you know? im a ghost who looks like human but is dead to hide i dunno help me 👁👄👁 i have problems

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