I hate the feeling when I have done something wrong and I never said sorry for it. I basically live with this shit.

I hate how it happened again. I don’t want to trust any " relationships " anymore.

I just want to end it all. Not even lying.

I want to rip out my own guts and sob because I know all of this is true. Everything now is my fault. I shouldn’t have spelt out the way I did. But I’m so stupid. And I did anyways,

Spilt- wtf- where is my grammar at-? And my spelling I’m at school rn too-

I rather be lied to then continue causing all of this pain to others.

I rather be KILLED. than cause all these problems.